||[Mar. 20th, 2004|01:49 am]
In a matter of less than 2 months, I will be graduating( hopefully if nothing goes wrong). Till now, I suddenly have the thought of whether I made the right choice to study this course in the first place. The choice was mine in the very beginning. But as time goes, I started to doubt whether there is any use of this course I do. Is it going to enable me to find a job? Looking at newspapers Recruit, requirements are usually degrees like accountancy, engineering, businesss, finance and so on but none of them requires a general degree like science. Was it wrong of me to step into Science in the first place whereby I should actually go into Engineering where the prospects are more lucrative? I have no idea.
At times, I thought of my childhood dream of studying the stars, the cosmos, universe and so on. But the practically of the situation does not need pp into this areas. As one grows older, his or her dream eventually becomes piled up and hidden from view. Till sudddenly, one day, this very one day when life seems bleak and blank that recollections of what one yearn for comes flooding back strangely to the mind. Is it ever wrong to dream such an impossible dream? I like an answer but life's mysterious ways provides subtlties, coupled with twists and turns to give everyone an unique ending whether good or bad.
Maybe on a day when you are blank and moody and aimless, such thoughts might arise subconsciously......